You know what? I bought that sports bra, booked a new trainer, and already had my first workout session and yes, once again I was the only fat girl at the gym. So what!
Let me backtrack for a minute. Yesterday I was told by the personal trainer that she basically didn’t want to train me. She said she didn’t have cardio equipment and that I needed to get my diet right before I start training. Catch up on what she wrote here.
Your reactions have been mixed on what she meant and what I should do. I read every single comment and really and truly appreciate everything you have said and shared with me. I know i’m not the only one who wants to be fit and fat.
I was disheartened and didn’t want to lose my nerve so decided to continue on with my plan so I so found a new trainer, went and bought a new sports bra and cute tank top and did my first workout session this morning.
Yes, I was the only fat girl at the gym. Yes, I could barely do any of the exercises and yes I worked up a sweat and am so happy that I’ve started. Im not a guru or trying to be a plus size fitness expert. Plus I look really cute in the workout gear.
I’m so glad I picked myself up and kept going. I don’t want to work with someone who doesn’t want to work with me I just don’t need that in my life. I have struggled with fitness my whole life and wasn’t even going to share my journey but after what the trainer said to me I wanted to share just in case it happens to one of you too. I’m just a normal girl trying to get through life in the best way I can and survive. You are not alone and with you there I’m not alone either.